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Mokwa: The Podcast

Learn more about upcoming seasons and episodes of Mokwa: The Podcast, listen to guest appearances on select podcasts, and view our upcoming events. Listen exclusively via Spotify, and find our guest interviews and podcasts on YouTube.

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*Season 1 + 2 covers by Katherine Alt + Christina Mokwa. Select cover photography by Christina Mokwa. Yes, we’re badass, and we know it.

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Mokwa: The Podcast

A Survivor’s Story


Mokwa: The Podcast is an independent audio series created, produced, and hosted by Christina Mokwa, centered on creating a space for survivors of child sexual abuse to share their stories.

Founded on the basis of empathy-driven storytelling as a vehicle for collective healing, Mokwa debuts season one fearlessly telling her own story, following her intuition to uncover the intergenerational trauma, deception, and legacy of childhood sexual abuse within her own family.

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Christina Mokwa

Damian Nyman*

Michael Zeman

  • Childhood sexual abuse survivor, multidisciplinary creative, educator, ceremonialist + psychedelic guide

    Wellington, Florida + Maui, Hawaii

    Christina Mokwa is a formerly certified, nationally nominated educator and Guardian ad Litem Staff Advocate (specializing in childhood sexual abuse, family systems violence, and sex trafficking).

    After her own reconnection to spirit in 2019, Mokwa left the traditional structures of education, relationship, and womanhood – and began cultivating a consciously created life – reflecting her own personal values.

    A graduate of Florida State University with a major in Psychology and a minor in Humanities, Mokwa fell in love with the magnetic mysticism of visionary literature and art – concentrating her study on feminist icons across adjacent areas – including Artemisia Gentileschi, Hildegard of Bingen, and Sappho. Within the realms of psychology, Mokwa was deeply inspired by coursework from Christopher Patrick – a leading educator, researcher, and scientist innovating at the forefront of our modern understanding of psychopathology.

    Mokwa lives in Wellington, Florida and resides seasonally in Maui, Hawaii.

    A Scorpio inspired by mindful movement, expansive expression, and the desire to delve deeply into the healing power of the human spirit, Mokwa is a writer, artist, childhood sexual abuse awareness advocate, and activist – championing the lived experiences of CSA survivors – as well as the free use of earth medicines and psychedelic compounds.

    An INFJ to the core, Mokwa’s obsessions include Wittgenstein, Irezumi, and Thanatology.

    She considers her primary spiritual teachers Ram Dass, Thich Nhat Hanh, and Adyshanti.

    In the context of her psychedelic work and facilitation, Mokwa is defined by a singular energy – of intensity, compassion, and intuition – having guided survivors of sexual violence and myriad forms of intergenerational abuse. She takes a special interest in supporting those who have survived near-death experiences, or request psychedelic guidance as a part of their end-of-life care.

    In her limited free time, Mokwa can be found one of three places – behind a book, boarding a plane, or on the back of a horse.

    Her three rescue cats (Elvis, Oscar, and Pearl) are her children – though she’s equally enamored with her mom’s medium-haired cream-colored dachshund, Waffle.

  • Former psychotherapist, meditation teacher + writer

    Maui, Hawaii

    Damian Nyman is a former psychotherapist, scientist, and meditation teacher. After his own spiritual awakening in 2007, Nyman left the practice of psychotherapy. A graduate of Harvard University and UC Berkeley with specializations in Clinical Psychology and Philosophy, Nyman now lives on Maui, Hawaii.

    An Aries with a penchant for fighting sports, Nyman was a founding member of Harvard’s Tae Kwon Do team, as well as a member of the ballroom dance team – an expert in the art of Argentine Tango.

    As introspective as he is passionate, Damian spends his free time hiking, reading, and completing various environmental projects on Maui.

    He considers his primary spiritual teacher Adyashanti – and has sat with both Adyashanti and Jack Kornfield – as a meditation teacher at Spirit Rock Meditation Center.

    Considering justice a primary value, Nyman has actively worked to support survivors of cult abuse, coercive control, and sexual misconduct – after witnessing them himself – as a former member of OneTaste and other high control groups. He has written a number of exposés on cult dynamics in an effort to protect the public, and was central – as a whistleblower – in exposing a corrupt wellness company valued at over half a billion dollars – raided and investigated by the FBI.

    Nyman, tirelessly supporting Mokwa’s efforts to hold her abuser accountable after the revelation of her sexual abuse, has been her champion, confidante, and compassionate secondary partner for five years.

    He makes a gorgeous leg of lamb, and the world’s best dance partner.*A pseudonym has been used to protect his identity and privacy.

  • Private wealth manager + linguist

    Wellington, Florida

    Michael Zeman is a former punk, drummer, and foreign policy and defense analyst at the Cato Institute.

    A lover of languages, travel, and culture, Zeman completed his undergraduate degree in Italian and Spanish language via terms at Universidad de Salamanca and the Siena School for Liberal Arts.

    A Virgo with a knack for structure and systems, he now uses his language skills to serve High-Net-Worth and Ultra-High-Net-Worth families, individuals, and corporations as a private wealth manager.

    Adept, adaptable, and inspired by his partner’s work, Zeman takes a keen interest in psychedelic research, development, and investment.

    Zeman lives in Wellington, Florida with Mokwa, and has been her dedicated, determined, and devoted primary partner for ten years.

    When not dedicated to his clients, Zeman focuses his energy on his physical passionsPencak Silat and Spartan Races. A former advanced practitioner of Soo Bahk Do, he spent his youth teaching children in the dojo.

    Deeply moved by the beauty of art and community service, Zeman is a member of Palm Beach’s Friends of the Uffizi Gallery, as well as an active member of Rotary Club of Palm Beach.

    A serial cat snuggler and Mokwa’s forever travel companion, his favorite international destination is Barcelona. He looks fantastic with a mohawk.

  • Former U.S. Customs team leader + senior inspector

    Wellington, Florida

    Antoinette DiMario is a former team leader and senior inspector for U.S Customs.

    After being certified as inspector via training in Glyncoe, Georgia in 1980, DiMario made her name as a fearless feminist forwarding iconoclastic innovation – as one of the first female inspectors in the 1980s – when women made up only 2% of the U.S. Customs workforce.

    Championing the rights of women, implementing reform, and demanding improved facilities and considerations for female employees defined her tenure.

    Active and influential in both the narcotics and financial units, DiMario was instrumental in the implementation and success of specialized operations – including Operation Buckstop, an international anti-money laundering initiative that changed the face of U.S. Customs.

    Her work in narcotics in the 1980’s led to some of the most significant seizures in JFK history – totaling over 100 million dollars – and including the incarceration of corrupt diplomats trafficking mass quantities of heroin and cocaine – from both the United States and the Kingdom of Bhutan.

    As a result of her work, DiMario received commendation from president George H. W. Bush. Throughout her career, DiMario has met a number of notable figures and cultural icons. Her favorites include Rod Stewart and Mick Jagger.

    A naturally generous Libra with an immense talent for community connection, cooking, and hosting, DiMario spends her retirement in the sun, reading, spending time with friends, or spoiling her dachshund, Waffle.

    After Mokwa shared the revelation of her abuse, DiMario actively supported both the criminal and civil pursuits of her rapist, including liaising with law enforcement, and broke all ties with the individual in question.

    Deeply moved by her daughter’s recovery, DiMario fully supports Mokwa’s campaign to champion the free use of psychedelic medicines.

    She gives the warmest hugs. Her nickname from the age of three after the WWII general was Rommel. (Like mother, like daughter.)

Antoinette DiMario

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production Team

Writer, host + Creative Director:

Christina Mokwa

Music Bed, opening theme + Sound Design:

Florian Seraul

Editing, Mixing + Mastering:

Benji Antonio

Podcast cover design:

Christina Mokwa + Katherine Alt

podcast trailer design:

Christina Mokwa + Katherine Alt 

Guest Appearances

View various podcast guest spots and appearances, in audio form, via our YouTube channel. Audio versions of select podcast episodes and media appearances, as well as full-length video of conference presentations and roundtables, are updated on a regular basis.

YouTube Channel – Under Construction

YouTube Channel – Under Construction

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He was never able to take that from me – my ability to love.

Support from Collaborators + Community

“Christina is an overcomer. Her ability to share her story of abuse, and her choice to serve others – even through the horrific abuse she experienced at the hands of a family member – is remarkable. I was honored to have her on the podcast. I’m so proud of her, and everything she will accomplish.”

Clark fredericks

(SWU Alum, CSA Survivor, SOCIAL MEDIA PERSONALITY, PUBLIC SPEAKER, AUTHOR + FRIEND)

“The fact that Christina still has the capacity to love so deeply after everything she has survived is nothing short of an inspiration – as most who endure this level of abuse do no make it out the other side. I know our conversation on the podcast will help so many.”

PAUL NOOTBAAR

(SWU Alum, CSA Survivor, PSYCHEDELIC GUIDE, TRAUMA COACH, FATHER + COMMUNITY PARTNER)

“Christina brings an energy that's simply magnetic, making any collaboration not just productive but profoundly inspiring. Her expertise in plant medicine and psychedelics is unmatched – blending deep professional knowledge with a genuine compassion that resonates in every conversation. Christina’s understanding of human nature – from pain and grief to healing and growth – is both comforting and empowering. Speaking with her leaves you with a renewed sense of hope and assurance that there are truly remarkable souls like hers guiding others toward healing. If ever there were angels among us, Christina would surely be one.”

Amanda RAE KIJINSKI

(PODCAST CREATOR + HOST, MOTHER + FRIEND)

"Christina's empathetic and flexible approach to creative collaboration transformed a process that can often feel draining into something truly energizing and inspiring. Christina effortlessly combines a relaxed, charming demeanor with a level of professionalism that is both inspiring and reassuring. Her ability to bring out the best in a project – while maintaining such a positive atmosphere – is a rare gift. Her humor, attention to detail, and expansive empathy shine through in every interaction – as well as every piece she works on. I couldn't have asked for a better collaborator as an artist – and I look forward to many more creative projects together."

KATHERINE ALT

(MULTIDISCIPLINARY ARTIST, BUSINESS OWNER, CREATIVE COLLABORATOr + MOTHER)

"Christina's willingness to be vulnerable, open, and honest about her abuse – for the purpose of helping others – is incredibly selfless. She skillfully tells her story with patience and intense emotion. To say her resilience is inspirational is a massive understatement. Dedicating her life to guiding others on their healing journeys is the ultimate act of empathy. I am grateful and blessed to have had Christina share her wisdom and experiences with me – and my audience.”

Todd Rennebohm

(Mental health care advocate, suicide attempt survivor, speaker, AUTHOR + PODCAST CREATOR)

  • "Christina is incredibly sweet, determined, and wise beyond her years. Our talks, and her authentic expression, have helped me grow – especially as a writer."

    LAURIE BROOKS

    STAR OF DOCUMENTARY DOSED 2: TRIP OF A LIFETIME • PSYCHEDELIC PIONEER • WRITER

  • "Christina's beauty shines. As a trauma guide, plant medicine facilitator, and integration expert, she excels – the depth of her intuition, wisdom, and warm heart are remarkable. Co-facilitating with her was simply magic."

    KAREN BARSKI, RN + BSN

    • FOUNDER + FACILITATOR • DIRECTOR OF KETAMINE SERVICES • PSYCHEDELIC INTEGRATIONIST •

  • "It was a pleasure to work with Christina as a part of Psychedelic Insights Symposium. She was of tremendous help on the planning committee team, and I applaud her important work – helping people with deep childhood wounds find the healing they need."

    BRAD ADAMS, PHD

    FOUNDER OF LOS ANGELES MEDICINAL PSYCHEDELICS SOCIETY • RESEARCHER • PSYCHOLOGIST

Upcoming Events

Upcoming Events •

2025

Coming Soon/To Be Announced – Check back shortly for updates!

2024

OCTOBER 18th, 2024

Psychedelic Insights WORKSHOP

VIP Pre-Conference Workshops
Malibu, CA

Event Overview:

Take part in an exceptional, exclusive opportunity to learn from practitioners, experts, and leaders within the world of psychedelic compounds and plant medicine. With workshops grounded in empathy, bold in vision, and driven by a desire to help and heal members of our community, Psychedelic Insights VIP pre-conference workshopsheld on one of Malibu’s most stunning private estates – is sure to inspire.

Use promo code MOKWA2024 at checkout to receive 20$ off any tier of your admission ticket!

*Presentation: Creating safe spaces for survivors of childhood sexual abuse within psychedelic work - an introduction


OCTOBER 19th + 20th, 2024

Psychedelic Insights Conference

Main Conference + Roundtables
Los Angeles, CA

Event Overview:

Join us at one of the preeminent psychedelic conferences on the West Coast. Psychedelic Insights aims to create a space to engage in open, thoughtful dialogue – addressing the themes of spirituality, mental + physical health care, death + dying, and psychedelic culture. Held in a roundtable, collaborative format – Psychedelic Insights promises engaging discussion, and impressive opportunities for community connection.

Use promo code MOKWA2024 at checkout to receive 20$ off any tier of your admission ticket!

*Find me taking part in the psychedelics + mental health panel, and moderating the psychedelics + physical health panel


NOVEMBER 9th, 2024

Psychedelic MISSOURI CONFERENCE

Main Conference + Seminar Track
Kansas City, MO

Event Overview:

Psychedelic Missouri blazes forward, bringing the modern psychedelic renaissance to the Midwest. An established conference focused on the areas of legal policy + legislative reform, clinical work, criminal justice, indigenous systems of wisdom + knowledge, and psychedelic medicine for survivors of significant trauma, Psychedelic Missouri brings together a myriad of diverse experts passionately committed to sharing the power of plant medicine.

*Presentation: Trailblazing trauma treatment – women’s voices in psychedelic therapy

CO-presenting with alina love

Survivors of childhood sexual violence deserve dedicated spaces to heal, rediscover their fundamental dignity, + restore their sense of radical self-respect.

INTeGRAtion COACH

Trauma isn’t the end of the story – it’s the beginning of an empowering journey towards transformation.”

– FOUNDER, INTEGRATE THE JOURNEY

Share your story

Mokwa: The Podcast is currently accepting submissions for our second season. Do you have a story of resilience that would benefit survivors of childhood sexual violence? If so, please reach out.

Thank you!

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